Tuesday, May 17, 2016


^ Excuse the language... I don't usually cuss, but I thought this wallpaper was very encouraging ;) With an internship, online classes, and plenty of KD stuff to plan, I have a lot to get done this summer!

It's so weird to say that next year I will be in my third year of college. Like... what?! When did that happen? I feel like I just started my freshman year and then sophomore year went by in a complete blur. I'm starting to get this panicky feeling as the years go by and graduation begins to loom. It's the same feeling I get when it's Christmas season. I probably seem crazy, but I have nightmares about me forgetting it's Christmas and panicking because I didn't celebrate correctly. Like I didn't decorate sugar cookies or go look at lights or drink hot chocolate and ice skate... the dream always starts with me waking up on Christmas morning completely freaking out because I just forgot. That's the feeling I have right now with college... am I doing everything I need to be doing? I am getting the whole experience? Am I missing out on anything? If these next two years are anything like the first two, it will go by in a flash. 

Today, I started my very first internship with a wedding and event planning company called Hitched Events. I'm so excited to be here all summer - I just hope I know what I'm doing. Sometimes I still feel like a kid, not really ever knowing what to do. I feel like I'm just pretending to be an adult, hence the title of my post. But, with two years of a PR degree under my belt, I can't wait to put what I've learned to use. As long as I can remember what I've learned...